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I have no concept of how you feel. I have no idea what you actually think about me as a person. I really don't have any right to judge you for your decisions.
I hope that if things play out and you aren't happy down the road that we are in a place that we can talk comfortably with one another. I still have love for you, I know what you've done, I know we weren't working well anymore, and the games we were playing hurt us both, I still care. I have my ties with you and I will always have a fondness for you.
I hope that if life plays out and experience doesn't make us too different we can turn a new page and become friends again. I don't know the future and I can't waste life hoping for a future that may never come. But I know I wouldn't regret a future spent with you where we are comfortable living as ourselves rather than our characters.
I'm not sorry for having loved you. Even at the worst you were my fairytale I cried myself crazy at our ending, not all stories have the happiest of endings. But it was certainly a story I liked being a part of. I am letting go, but if the author of our shared life ever writes a sequel I know it would be a better read than the first book.
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