Unsent text message to Shane

Idk, texts to an avoidant?

I hate how things ended. I wish I had checked on you more. I was selfish to only talk about me. I felt the emotional shift, but I didn't want to accept it.

Giving you this space hurts so ******* much. You hurt me so ******* bad, but even through all of it, all I can think of is your wellbeing. I just want you to be…

Still waiting for my birthday present

I want to congratulate you on your new found success and happiness in your life. Isn't it a wonderful and beautiful feeling, especially when you aren't the one who doesn't have to pick up the broken pieces of what was left behind. I aspire to be as selfish as you, hurting anyone and destroying others on your way to…

I thought your committee did all this so you could hate me… lies and deception works the opposite way..

Uno reverse

I've told you that we are similar. I know you find it hard to believe but its true. Its bc of that I love you so deeply. Its not bc you are attractive or that I am attracted to you. No that just makes our friendship fun. No. The reason I love you, is bc you have the same heart. You guard it the way you do and act the…