Unsent text message to Natalie

If you can feel the mood I'm in right now. I'm a bit achey lol I need some relief

She was mever going to love you. She was never going to be the answer you're searching for. They don't have to talk to you. They all despise you. You see it and hear it. But you let it slide because you want affection. Just go ******* cry about it. Cry because you're lonely. Cry for the death of the old you. Cry…

She was mever going to love you. She was never going to be the answer you're searching for. They don't have to talk to you. They all despise you. You see it and hear it. But you let it slide because you want affection. Just go ******* cry about it. Cry because you're lonely. Cry for the death of the old you. Cry…

Did you see the moon this morning?

Did it make you think of me?

I miss you.

With every passing day I miss you more. I see something completely insignificant and it still somehow reminds me of you. It hurts. I wish I could take back all the bad things I’ve done to you and I wish you stayed.

Please stay.

I think the universe is trying to torture me with you . Because I’ve tried so hard to ignore you to forget you . And you probably want nothing to do with me and that’s okay . But **** it was fine one min and then like you hated me . And I don’t understand why … and I dislike that I can’t get you out of my mind .