Unsent text message to Karen

I miss you and I still want you. But I’m trying to live my life without entertaining these desires.

It’s getting harder to hide what I feel for you. I can act normal. I can keep my distance, pretend I don’t notice you, pretend my heart doesn’t change the second you walk into the room. But then I catch you watching me. And suddenly I’m fighting not to let you see how much it affects me. Because the truth is, I look…

Missing you, fantasizing, reminiscing. Thinking about the what ifs, the maybes, the past, and future. It's all useless. Fantasizing for me through the day. Missing you made me feel less lonely. Reminiscing helped me not lose my mind and thy it wasnt my imagination. It was all for nothing. At this point doing any of…

You cheated on me and we built a life togther and now you get to be happy in a relationship with someone else and idk how to feel, I think I feel more sad and mad that you get to live happily and move on like 3 yrs dont matter while im here spending this whole year trying to fix myself, you get to be serious with ur…

hi. i hope it’s not too weird for me to message you after all this time. i want to apologize for how i treated you in the past. my behavior was emotionally abusive. back then i saw myself as a victim but that wasn’t the reality. your actions towards me were simply a reaction to the mistreatment i subjected you to. i…

yk my parents still think we’re together. they know we broke up but they think we got back with each other. i kept it that way bc i was scared of how they’d react when i asked them to buy gifts and other things for you. i miss you. ill still love you even if you dont love me anymore. all i want is to see you shine…