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Missing you, fantasizing, reminiscing. Thinking about the what ifs, the maybes, the past, and future. It's all useless. Fantasizing for me through the day. Missing you made me feel less lonely. Reminiscing helped me not lose my mind and thy it wasnt my imagination. It was all for nothing. At this point doing any of these is finally completely useless. They all just make me miserable.
Is this acceptance ??
I don't know.
I hope I'm moving on, because I think I'm accepting you leaving me, I'm accepting you actively choosing to not be a part of my life. I won't let that stop me from living. So I'll think about other things. I'll continue to create new memories. I'll continue to love what I love now. You were nothing. But I still have myself. I still have my world. That you cannot take from me.
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