Unsent text message to Samantha

But I am falling more and more for you each day that passes, and I can't help it... When you first messaged me after finding out about my terminal illness, you had no intention of starting something with me. You only wanted to wish me well. But we started talking, and every day since have been the best days of my…

I wish you were here to lovingly tease me about it. But regardless, I am excited! I’m getting chic fil a. I’m going all out tho because I’m so hungry. Spicy sandwich, diet dr pep, fries, brownie AND a small side of Mac.

Except I think my body’s craving beef but idc.

That idgaf if you wanna catch a show by yourself, I love my alone time and u thought you’d never leave.

On another note, I hope you remember there’s a dirty little **** waiting for you at home with enough pent up aggression to **** an entire colony of all your *****-

Just so you know- All ***** are Given if they wished…

11:11 don’t know what you are talking about but maybe it’s time to tell me something that I should have known long ago

sometimes I'll go out of my way to try and avoid any interaction with guys.

I'll try to avoid eye contact and look uninterested as can be.

when I walk around I find myself looking at the ground.

it's weird but I don't know…

Today I realized you never missed me—you only missed how I made you feel. I worshipped you, and you knew it.

I’m off my ******* knees now.