Unsent text message to Joshua

Today I realized you never missed me—you only missed how I made you feel. I worshipped you, and you knew it.

I’m off my ******* knees now.

You may say yes if I asked. Or you may say you’re not sure. You most likely would want to say no. The song is a fun one until it happens to you.

Before I got out of bed I remembered your reaction to my hair getting blown in your face and I smiled, then felt guilty for smiling, then cried again. It’s like I’ve been…

I just want to see you C! Not seeing me because you cant control our magnetic force between us i get it trust me. I miss you.

Love doesn’t care if ur rich or poor,

Love doesn’t care if ur black or white,

Love doesn’t care if ur fat or thin,

Love doesn’t care about difficult situations…

And never contact me again ever for no reason and donnot come around when im getting the last of my stuff

It's truly impressive how someone so small can take up so much negative space. You walk around acting like top chef, but the reality is you're just a middle aged prep cook mixing coleslaw at a station everyone else outgrew their first year. Your arrogance doesn't make you look confident, it makes you look desperate to…