Natalie
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...is reliving all of the terrible moments and thinking to myself that I could still fix everything. Looking at each horrible thing you said and did and then feeling like a failure for not being able to remedy the issues. Imagining how even now, after everything that has happened... what a triumphant tale of resilience we were weaving. It would've been a Netflix love story of epic proportions. Overcoming all obstacles, learning and growing together, becoming our best selves.
But, you chose drugs and alcohol, the attention and intimacy of random men, the ex you 'hate' over what could've been.
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