Samantha
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sometimes I'll go out of my way to try and avoid any interaction with guys.
I'll try to avoid eye contact and look uninterested as can be.
when I walk around I find myself looking at the ground.
it's weird but I don't know.
in a way it makes me feel good.
it makes me feel closer to you, even if we aren't together right now.
"I'm loyal," I think to myself. "I'm his."
if you saw my devotion to you would you think I was stupid? would you think I was weird?
I miss you a lot. I miss you everyday.
I love you. I guess I'm trying to prove that.
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