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I keep spiraling between hate and care. I keep wanting things to hurt you but I can't even properly hate you and still hope that things work out in your favor. I hate that you occupy so much of my inner mind but I still find myself angry find myself smiling and find myself hurting almost every single day. I hope that you never experience a person who treats you the same way that you treated me. But at the same time I hope you experience just a fraction that causes some deep reflection. I sincerely wish you well but I also wish you difficulty because you need to grow to handle conflicts in a more communicative way.
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