Unsent text message to Chloe

The choices you make sicken me. Two girls in one night when that morning we woke up together. You love me so much and don’t wanna leave me alone and yet you have the audacity to come back and ask if i hate you. Idk why i feel so sorry for you. This life you have is so depressing and it’s ******* everyone in your life…

How's that therapy working out for you? You know the one where you said you wanted to work on yourself and need to break things off between us to focus on yourself? The one where you said you wanted to make a logical decision for yourself, instead of an emotional one, no matter how happy I made you and made you feel…

to do list:

\-get money \-disappear with the loml \-find the loml

I’m sorry for spiraling and becoming so angry. I said things that I don’t mean. I was hurt by your words and scared. I don’t want it to be like this between us. You bring so much happiness into my world and I can’t see a future without you in it. I feel it deep in my soul that you do love me…I just don’t think you’re…

I can still hear your voice in my head when you'd tell me to snuggle you 🩵

What’s one of the most painful things a person can do?

For me it’s deceiving another person that you’d have a future together when in fact they already know where you stand in their life and when the time comes and they realized they don’t need you anymore, they’d just dispose you.

In a snap of finger.

Shame on you.