Unsent text message to Blake

What’s one of the most painful things a person can do?

For me it’s deceiving another person that you’d have a future together when in fact they already know where you stand in their life and when the time comes and they realized they don’t need you anymore, they’d just dispose you.

In a snap of finger.

Shame on you.

The door isn't locked, but im not opening it for you. If you want to walk through, you have to find your backbone, cross the floor, and use your words like a grown man.

Can you wait a little longer, i will be there soon.

What will you do with it? Will you take the shards that are left and scatter them? Or will you gather them up and help me put it back together? I hate to admit it but ive left it up to you to decide how to proceed. It's been broken many times. So, it's okay if you misuse it. Or throw it away. Just know that it's yours…

I get the message. From now on, I’ll treat you with exactly the same regard as you’ve treated me.

Goodbye

If only you could step into my body and feel how my heart beats for you. How painful it is to love you yet I still do anyways. A yearn for another day with you. To hear the expanse of your tongue form my name once again. Your voice. My favorite song. Every octave. This bottomless pit in my stomach formed by the…