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I usually click our messages and began to write you something, eventually it becomes too long so I copy and paste it here.
Today I’m missing you a lot. I got into a car accident the other day and I have a concussion. I want to tell you that, but what will it change? Nothing. Today I’m just missing you a lot. Wishing you were here next to me.
So I click our messages and today I see # is only connected via satellite. My heart drops because that means I’m not blocked. I’m blocked on everything else.
It’s been 6 weeks and 2 days of NC (but who’s counting😅) and we still have one door open that neither of us have used.
I miss you sweets, I hope you’re in the middle of no where, having the best time of your life. I think that means you’ve left our home town, I wish you nothing but the best, I’m so happy you finally made it out of here.
As much as I want to talk to you, you made it clear you will reach out if and when you want to. But why am I not blocked? Why keep that 1 door open.
Maybe I’m over thinking it, maybe I am blocked. Today I just miss you, touch some grass for me, hug a tree, I hope all discover all the moss and knowing you you’ll stop every time to touch it🌱💚
Love you, like a whole lot.
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