Paige
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I will pick up with writing more often. I just lack the motivation and energy to do so right now.
It used to be easy because I would procrastinate on my todo list and write instead. It was like a mini adrenaline dump or a fight or flight response so it came naturally to me.
But I don’t like the style that I was writing in. It only came about because I was drawing my energy from a toxic battery. Now I’m not doing so and I’m left with calmness and empty headedness.
I did like the idea that you(the reader) would either love or hate my letters. That’s where I’d want them to be but truth be told I hate the thought of dragging someone through the mud or stooping to their level.
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