Unsent text message to Jasmine

I finally understand you a lot more now than I did back then. I understand why you got tired of me. Why you stopped trying to get through to me. Why my distance hurt you even when i didn't mean for it to. I thought I was just dealing with things the only way I knew how, but now I realize you were dealing with my…

How could you do it knowing how much you have hurt me. Asking me to come over after all you have done. I told you i would never get back with you again after the divorce. I told you we would never speak again, only about the kids. Yet you still want to rope me in after cheating so many times. I hate the person you…

They say…. ( I always wonder who “they” are ) time is the best healer…

You have been more memories than you have been real life.

I almost wonder if I am starting to forget my memories of you.

I wonder how I’ll live without you with me every second of every day…

Start from the bottom now you're back at the bottom

It's funny she used to be up there, one of my people now she's bk at the bottom

and you can be mad all they want idc. matter fact don't even message me no more.

I won't send you this because you hate me. Your birthday was the best day for me. I always wanted to make you super happy and I still love you so much that my heart fills like exploding. I hope whoever is your today, spoils you and gives you what you missed from me. I love you no matter what. Forever amore mio. Ti amo.

Mariah I can’t bear this **** anymore. I’m so ******* sad and lost and hopeless and scared and lonely… I only ever wanted us to start over as friends again. I don’t understand why you hate me so much… I didn’t do this to you and i dropped everything for you… It’s been months now… idk it hurts worse today than it ever…