Unsent text message to Jada

I get the message. From now on, I’ll treat you with exactly the same regard as you’ve treated me.

Goodbye

If only you could step into my body and feel how my heart beats for you. How painful it is to love you yet I still do anyways. A yearn for another day with you. To hear the expanse of your tongue form my name once again. Your voice. My favorite song. Every octave. This bottomless pit in my stomach formed by the…

I finally understand you a lot more now than I did back then. I understand why you got tired of me. Why you stopped trying to get through to me. Why my distance hurt you even when i didn't mean for it to. I thought I was just dealing with things the only way I knew how, but now I realize you were dealing with my…

How could you do it knowing how much you have hurt me. Asking me to come over after all you have done. I told you i would never get back with you again after the divorce. I told you we would never speak again, only about the kids. Yet you still want to rope me in after cheating so many times. I hate the person you…

They say…. ( I always wonder who “they” are ) time is the best healer…

You have been more memories than you have been real life.

I almost wonder if I am starting to forget my memories of you.

I wonder how I’ll live without you with me every second of every day…

Start from the bottom now you're back at the bottom

It's funny she used to be up there, one of my people now she's bk at the bottom

and you can be mad all they want idc. matter fact don't even message me no more.