Unsent text message to John

What will you do with it? Will you take the shards that are left and scatter them? Or will you gather them up and help me put it back together? I hate to admit it but ive left it up to you to decide how to proceed. It's been broken many times. So, it's okay if you misuse it. Or throw it away. Just know that it's yours…

I get the message. From now on, I’ll treat you with exactly the same regard as you’ve treated me.

Goodbye

If only you could step into my body and feel how my heart beats for you. How painful it is to love you yet I still do anyways. A yearn for another day with you. To hear the expanse of your tongue form my name once again. Your voice. My favorite song. Every octave. This bottomless pit in my stomach formed by the…

I finally understand you a lot more now than I did back then. I understand why you got tired of me. Why you stopped trying to get through to me. Why my distance hurt you even when i didn't mean for it to. I thought I was just dealing with things the only way I knew how, but now I realize you were dealing with my…

How could you do it knowing how much you have hurt me. Asking me to come over after all you have done. I told you i would never get back with you again after the divorce. I told you we would never speak again, only about the kids. Yet you still want to rope me in after cheating so many times. I hate the person you…

They say…. ( I always wonder who “they” are ) time is the best healer…

You have been more memories than you have been real life.

I almost wonder if I am starting to forget my memories of you.

I wonder how I’ll live without you with me every second of every day…