Ashley
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Every time i think about you now I remind myself the harsh reality that nobody actually walks away from someone they love.
When people tell me this, I instead understand it to be a coping mechanism shrouded by guilt and a false sense of martyrdom. You don’t get to be a bleeding heart like some ******* beatnik, you don’t get to claim how painful this was for you like it’s a mutual thing and then wish me all the best.
Remember what I said to you that first night I slept over before everything started? For once I think I was making the right call and I wish we both listened.
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