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You’ll probably never see this
I knew you got with her after we separated. She tried to insert herself into our relationship. Tried to keep you from getting married, confessed her feelings to you. I always had a sneaking suspicion that you never blocked her like you said you did. You got with her not even two weeks after we split. I don’t have proof of infidelity. And I know I’ll never get an honest answer and frankly it doesn’t matter anymore. We’ve been split up for years now, but a part of me will always wonder.
You’re still living with her parents, in debt, and your family doesn’t even speak to you and they don’t like her. She said she feels compared to me, but that’s what happens when you insert yourself in someone’s relationship and get with them right after a breakup.
You graduated college. You accomplished that much, but you lost so much more than you gained. You told me you were going to “shove my face in it” when you accomplished your goals, even though I always wanted you to be successful.
I’ve rebuilt, traveled, and made new friends. Received raises and created a life of my own, on my own. Even met someone who has healed me in ways I didn’t think was possible. Who made me believe in love again. I’ve hit some bumps along the way, but I’m still here. And I’m ok.
I know some of this may make me sound like a bitter ex wife. I think part of me is still angry. And I’ve held it for so long with nowhere to release it. I know we will never talk again, so the only release I’ll get is a life well lived and a single message.
One day I’ll be able to say that I honestly wish you the best. But the first step is releasing this and you.
Good luck. I have a feeling you’re going to need it.
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