Unsent text message to Susan

The biggest thing i learned is that its ok to miss someone and still teach them u wont take there **** ive missed u to the point were I cried myself to sleep many times over the pain u gave me thats how much I miss u but I also have a choice now and I dont want my daughter to grow up dealing with what u did if some…

Hi love, I miss you. I hope you have a good day at work tonight. It’s your Friday! I hope you don’t get stuck working a double… I know how that always happens on your Fridays. I hope you’re getting good rest and hope you have a safe shift tonight. I just tucked myself in. My buddy is crashing on the couch, he is in a…

It’s the “really” part that got me when you said it. It was as if to say: I’m only “part cheater.” Well, a part cheater equals a whole cheater, and you certainly demonstrated the truth of that statement. It’s not only the cheating that gets to me, it’s the fact that you were always broke for me yet apparently not for…

I don’t have your number anymore. If you want to reach in you’ll find a way…

what a sticky door to try and pry open again.

I don’t like sticky things

Unless? nvm

I won’t be opening that door bc you shut it. Well you didn’t shut it but you like did the thing where you scoot ur chair close to a door and lightly nudge it with your foot until it’s cracked open just alittle. but to me, that’s the…

Hey Babe,

I have had a bad day, you know this already, you knew before I did.

I have to ask: How did you know? Don’t answer, I‘m not sure I even want to know.

I’m so ******* mad at myself right now. I tried to cut you off 3 times in 24hrs and every time you held firm „I‘m right here. Stop thrashing.“…