Unsent text message to Faith

I have so many questions that I know I’ll probably never get answers to.

Did you ever actually love me? Or was all of it just an act to you?

How did you change so drastically? How did someone who once made me feel so wanted become someone I can’t even reach anymore? And why do I still miss you when I’m so angry at you?

I…

It is strange being in this, I don't even know what to call it. But we were very together, attached at the hip, very in love but now we are very apart and very separated. I too still love you very much. I wish things could go back to the way they were. But like you, I'm starting to begin to accept that this may not be…

Listening to See Me Again and I think, it’s just as narcissistic as you are and that’s a compliment btw no shade. I love you and I always will but you gotta invite me to your wedding for experiencing an all out wedding from your community.

Dang Chiku *** is this song 😭 I catch myself smiling at how cocky you are. Miss…

You were in the back of my mind for 15 years, I was too afraid to ask you out so I just asked you to come over and you never did. You said sorry later for blowing me off and we continued to be friends until you had your kid.

I kept your friend request pending the whole time, 15 years, I still have the second one you…

All this and fake emotions for years just to get in my pants? You’re a horrible human. Grow up. We are told to act this way. Take your false bs elsewhere. All I can say is thanks for acting like u cared

I wish i could say the thought of never hearing from you bothered me but it doesn't. I only have hateful things to say to you anyways. Literally nothing kind.. i still remember when i realized your little game. Put me on a short leash while you act like a *****. I remember when u realized i had caught on too. So…