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I wish I never saw you on your daughter's birthday. Even as indirectly as it was. Except for when you waved at me, but I couldn't even look at you. I felt I was on a good healing track before this evening and now, the deepest parts of me ache for your laugh, your hugs, to be in your space. I all love you and all of your pieces so much. I need to find the switch to turn it off, because even after all we have been through, every memory, every inside joke, I don't mean the same to you as you do me. I will never find another you in this life time. I wish I meant enough to you to not be replaceable.
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