Shane
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It would be embarrassing, desperate, ugly, me going over my own boundaries. But I do wish you would reach out and apologize for real. You aren’t capable of that though, you only say sorry because you want forgiveness, and even then I feel like you’re trying to provoke anger. I can’t believe I’m such a mess, I hate myself for it more than anything else. Whatever, everything I touch just turns to trash anyways. Not the cool kind that’s someone else’s treasure, the kind you trip on and get tetanus.
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