Unsent text message to Nancy

I’m sorry you had to be so much for us. I love you.

I don’t know how I can be so haunted by you when you were so cruel to me. You ended things so abruptly. We were friends for 3 years. The feelings I had for you were deep and complex. I just wish I could stop thinking about you. I’m going through one of the hardest periods of my life and you just….left me. I’m losing…

I used to hate that I love you. I'm tired of fighting it. I do love you. Fully platonic, but just as scary. I was jealous that anyone else got to experience you. I see how that's my mind now. No longer jealous, but my love for you remains. Just now I've learned to love you better. 💋😘

I'm no fool. There's no future…

Light creeps into every crevice of my life, like opening a door to some locked room that has been dark for decades. While light shines through the window, someone just now notices the dust hanging on in the air. Like memories suspended in time and it’s a bitter sting to feel the echos of you in my life.

This week marks…

I wish i would have reacted differently. I know i was in the wrong. I know your worst fear was that i might like a **** every once in a while. Is that so bad? It didn't mean i didn't want you. I wanted you a lot and all the time. Its just when you aren't around i start thinking about a ****. I just didn't think you…

I wasn’t ready to come back but I did… for you. I knew I needed more time. But you needed me and do I get credit for that. No. I’m just an ******* who apparently never loved you even though I still love you more than anything in this world. No I’m going out of signal. Goodnight 🐿️. I was mad yes but I still love you