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Multiple people have voiced that they think i love you, even suggesting that there might be some feelings from your side too. They've stated those things both jokingly and seriously.
I would be a liar to say i haven't seen you in that light before but that was during a difficult time for me and it was more about that than it was about you and i know for a fact you have never and will never see me like that and i dont want you to.
Anytime i bring you up people look at me weird so i might just stray away from doing that.
I hope youre well, i truly do. You have been struggling for so long and i know professionally i can not help in that and you wouldn't let me so ill just wait and hope that you are not simply ghosting.
I miss learning from you and i miss having someone truly understand this grief -as you called it.
Someone brought up transference today, not the definition rather the word itself, thats hilariously ironic to me.
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