Jared
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I know you think you’ve lost because you lost him, and you feel like he erased you. But you have no idea how much you’re still here.
That girl he’s with now, who you’ve never met but you probably hate, has started many days in tears because he called her your name by mistake again.
He still remembers your birthday, and forgets mine. He gives your address by mistake when talking on the phone. Your childhood cat was still his lockscreen, a year later. His mum still talks about you.
The same girl you hate, got dressed up and went out, only for his friends to ask him where you are. She was stood right there, holding his hand, invisible.
So if you ever hate me, just know, your presence has taught me to hate myself too.
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