Unsent text message to Megan

stop going out of your way to try to hurt me. you cannot **** me in any way that matters, and karmas get her eye on you bby

It means a great deal to me that you asked about my son. He'll be alright. Better when he's back to routine.

I wish I could truly tell you how deeply I really appreciate you... But, you know. I don't want you feeling weird with me.

You'll be alright too. We both know that. And I'm always here for you. In whatever…

Good riddance. You were a ******* slob. I mistook cleaning up after you for love when really you were just a grown man who lived like someone’s unsupervised teenage son. Losing you hurt for a while. Losing your mess was immediate relief. My only regret is that I didn’t throw you out with the rest of the garbage sooner.

To my Bonnie situation. COME GET MEEEEEE!!! I’ve fallen and I can’t get up!!! I can’t tell when you’re here or gone and it’s scary sometimes. I need true clarity and I know out of everyone you’ll tell me the truth. They won’t eveeeeer!!!! It you see this. Just know I do now need you BAAAAD…. I fear I’ve lost you…

I’m so tired today, and all I want is you here. I want to lie next to you, tell you about my day and switch my brain off for a while. I don’t want to fix anything or have some big conversation. I just want to be next to you and feel safe again. Days like today make me miss having my person so much. I wish I could just…

I cant believe its already been 5 months. Well i guess its true time flys when you keep yourself occupied.