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I want to start by saying I genuinely don’t hate you in anyway, nor will you ever hear me say anything bad about you. When you left I was (still slightly am) mad because you left those residents with one less nurse that would advocate for them the way they needed. We didn’t work in the same area, you could’ve stayed for them.
I knew after your second message that you were trying to bread crumb back into my world, one that you never actively tried to be apart of the first time. You ghosted me for 3 months and think that a meme and some surface level “how r u” “hope u r well, miss ur face” type **** will make everything okay. You’re a 47 yo woman, come to me with a conversation of depth or at least substance. I expect those responses from bros around my age.
I love you more than you’ll ever believe, but I love myself more this time, and I won’t repeat a cycle I’ve been through. I’ll continue to hold a piece of you in my heart and wish the absolute best for you and your girls. And maybe we will have a chance to reintroduce ourselves to each other in the future, when real, honest growth has had a chance to take place.
And if it’s any consolation, I’ll never adjust or straighten the tongue on anyone else’s shoe, my safe word is still pineapple, and I’ve kept everything you’ve given me
I’m thankful to have met you and known you, C. I’ll always root for you and your goals/accomplishments, I hope you can sense that within you.
❤️🩹
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