Unsent text message to Megan

Hi there C. There are so many tremendous things I’d like to share with you but obviously can’t. There are so many days I speak to you hoping you can feel the words.

You moved on, and that’s ok I understand. Although I miss you more than you probably know. You helped me navigate and recover from some of the darkest…

I wasn’t asleep when you kissed the top of my head

This time last year when I met you ....never thought that we'd be this close. Sometimes I think that you liked me back.. I still do. I miss you and I tell no one. I cry and tell no one. I wish I could live that moment again when you took one look at me in a crowd and just came over and hugged me. I cried knowing how…

I like the way you feel in there too much.

I will wait.

I know. I sent you the “this was my experience” letter. It’s the one that has the truth in it. Not the sugar-coating. Not the one that takes all the blame. The one that owns my actions and lays yours bare. Your particular makeup won’t allow this to stand, so I’m sure you dulled it out after the first few paragraphs…

I miss my friend. I miss the dreams we shared. I miss the late night talks. I miss laying next to you and running my fingers through your hair. I know we can never be that again and you chose that I just miss being your person. I hate having so much anger for you. I really wish our ending was a better story. Our time…