Unsent text message to Jackson

I think about all the heartwarming moments we shared the ups and downs, feeling your warmth when we cuddled, hearing your voice, smelling your scent, and seeing how strong minded you were about your future. Despite trying not to, I still think about you every day.

You left me spiralling emotionally, and I still…

It's been so long since we've spoken but I still need you. Youre on my mind constantly, i miss the way you looked at me, the way you said my name and the way you said you'd love me forever. I just wish you'd answer my call or reply to my text. Just let me know youre alive and OK. That your kids who cashed me dad are…

But I’m doing OK. Things are finally starting to look up. I’m hanging in there. I love you and I miss you I’m sure I always will. For whatever it’s worth you really were special 🫂

Time to start my day, thus is the life of an uber driver.

I miss you !

Not just the things we do.

****, I miss that, too.

But I really mean it…

I know I pressured you by admitting my feelings and that seemed to trigger something inside you. I think you know I’m capable, willing and we are a match. The excuse you gave is at best remarkable. It’s not valid. If you change your mind, let me know. I won’t wait forever but we are two islands in a sea of people who…