iMessage
I think about all the heartwarming moments we shared the ups and downs, feeling your warmth when we cuddled, hearing your voice, smelling your scent, and seeing how strong minded you were about your future. Despite trying not to, I still think about you every day.
You left me spiralling emotionally, and I still struggle to understand why you went ghost. You seemed so genuine to me, and that’s what makes this so painful. Sometimes I wonder whether everything we shared was real, whether it was somehow connected to how I ended our relationship before, or whether you had planned to disappear all along.
I hate that I feel this way. I regret letting myself become so vulnerable again, but the truth is, I still love you. Maybe a part of me always will. You were my first in so many ways, and I can’t just erase that.
I find myself questioning everything the conversations we had, the things you gave me, the promises, and the memories. Was it all genuine? Was I being manipulated? I wish I understood what happened, because being left with so many unanswered questions has been heartbreaking. You’re a coward for ghosting me. But in the end I hope we both find the true love we deserve in this life.I hope you’re happy.
Thank you for a lesson well learned. A chapter in my life that will remain closed.💔
Message Unsent