Unsent text message to David

I miss you !

Not just the things we do.

****, I miss that, too.

But I really mean it…

I know I pressured you by admitting my feelings and that seemed to trigger something inside you. I think you know I’m capable, willing and we are a match. The excuse you gave is at best remarkable. It’s not valid. If you change your mind, let me know. I won’t wait forever but we are two islands in a sea of people who…

We now have the option to video call.

Do you think...?

Eh. You might not be up for it.

I'd love to see you though.

You use these tactics when I don’t wanna **** with your life. I honestly pray you’re having a great life. I’m not out to ruin the new you. Yes you did some ****** up **** and continue to and I forgive you because bitterness is a stinky cologne and it’s really the scent I rubbed off on you. So that’s to no fault of…

we've officially beaten our record for the longest time not speaking by 100 days tomorrow. 116 days. That hurts really bad still.

I know I need to let go .. but it’s hard to forget you.