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why is heartbreak supposed to be my lesson, when i've spent the last 30 years heartbroken? what more is there to learn of it now? i've tasted all its flavors, bitter most of all. the tangible feel of it through my body changes too... does it come with different colors? and scents? like those markers i used to have... toasted marshmallow was my favorite.
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I want to text you and tell you I wanted to see you and tell you just everything about my feelings so you can either tell me you want me to stay or tell me to finally let it all go.
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Hey, I want to explain.
Before making big decisions, I try to take three days if I can. That way, I'm not making a choice based on snap judgment or on flared, surface level feelings. Three days to weigh my options, pros and cons, wants and reality, and any presenting evidence. It feels like torture sometimes. Both in…
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My heart and my head are at constant odds Trying to figure out if I’m responsible for you or not I have two different stories playing out in my head at any given moment one where I leave and one where I stay Logically I know that I deserve more and deserve better but my heart feels the hurt it would cause you and our…
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What is good about the morning
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You said “you never would have married me “. The thing was I always wanted to be your wife. I just didn’t want a wedding
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I finally admit it to myself, but I wish I hadn't.
I shouldn't love you.
You'll never reciprocate.
I wish I didn't so deeply crave an opportunity to make this real…
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