Unsent text message to Kevin

I finally admit it to myself, but I wish I hadn't.

I shouldn't love you.

You'll never reciprocate.

I wish I didn't so deeply crave an opportunity to make this real…

It is an addiction,

Obsession,

Devotion,

Desire…

Ok I know I may read into things, but I feel like your silence here is a pretty clear answer.

Now i see why it didn't work out between us. Its because I'm superior to you in every single, measurable way. Oh i know, that sounds awful. But the truth is the truth. And the truth is something that you struggle with on a daily basis. I don't. The truth is what i gave you when you started this BS. You sure didn't…

I loved you more than humanly possible, though I lost the capacity to say it years ago, you have no idea how much I still do till today but I just cannot tell you and every fiber of my being is being burnt alive

I read through these posts every day, and I've found I'll never find the person I was looking for. It's life, and it's the way it needs to be. I just wish I had made an impression on at least one person, enough to search to the ends of the earth for, but it's always someone else's love story, someone else's fantasy

\-Th…