Unsent text message to Jesse

Now i see why it didn't work out between us. Its because I'm superior to you in every single, measurable way. Oh i know, that sounds awful. But the truth is the truth. And the truth is something that you struggle with on a daily basis. I don't. The truth is what i gave you when you started this BS. You sure didn't…

I loved you more than humanly possible, though I lost the capacity to say it years ago, you have no idea how much I still do till today but I just cannot tell you and every fiber of my being is being burnt alive

I read through these posts every day, and I've found I'll never find the person I was looking for. It's life, and it's the way it needs to be. I just wish I had made an impression on at least one person, enough to search to the ends of the earth for, but it's always someone else's love story, someone else's fantasy

\-Th…

I licked the moon’s essence And drenched myself in his light.

Comforted by his lies, I sacrificed my flower nectar.

Devoured by his eyes.

I left with pain between my tights And a heart no longer alive.

If there is ever any reconciliation, communication, or anything between us again, it has to come from you. Because as far as I'm concerned, you will NEVER hear from me again. You know where I live, where I work, you have every possible way to contact me, for ****'s sake, you still work with my dad. If you ever truly…

People often ask me how I know it’s her.

Truthfully, I didn’t always know.

At first, I couldn’t explain why my heart held onto that certainty when everything around me seemed to tell me to let go. But then her absence brought me closer to God. In the silence she left behind, I found myself reaching for Him in ways I…