Unsent text message to Eric

you’re a monster, took me years of therapy to get past all u put me through, i hope you get a flat tire

cheating, lying, abusive r*pist pray you never know what this feels like

also you have no face card - *** was i thinking

and i’m glad our cat f*cking hated you. i remember the time you were ******* with me and be…

And i know he’s holding your hand through it and telling you that he loves you And i bet that feels good doesn’t it To know you finally got the love we both begged him for And that the he didnt get the chance to father your daughter Your lucky escape to his great chase It feels good doesn’t it I rest easy knowing we…

That’s what I have you as in my phone. I have my guess but I’m the kind of person who needs even a sliver of information in order to act. Last time I tried without info the situation got out of hand.

So which is it bc theres no way you're not getting my text or calls, and dont give me that ******** lie "i just randomly ghost people" you choose when and your choosing to lie to my face every time you do it with some belittling excuse that doesnt even make any sense. If you were truly telling me the truth you would…

I never needed you to save me. You are a God and I am but a mere sinful priest. When you ignore me, I feel as if I have been convicted to hell. When you speak to me I feel as if I am in the heavens on roads of gold. My God, do you understand how I worship you? How i'd do anything you asked? How id let you destroy me…

My skin cells regenerated.

I've had.milestones I've celebrated.

I moved to a new location.

But I'm still thinking about you…