Unsent text message to Jordan

Next time you discard your next experiment and I’m just a distant memory. I hope you remember I was the one person that loved you unconditionally and would’ve done anything to build the best future with you. I hope you remember it wasn’t always perfect but I would’ve done anything to fix things. I hope you remember I…

I deserve to think clear, sleep at night. I know u cheated the first 5 years u stopped cause i showed u look i know what ur doing it’s not hard. It helped we grew stronger but 2017 we get married . Then i kept seeing late night texts , dating sitesz, looking for affairs, neighbors near me *****, whatever u fid! U say…

I’m sorry I don’t have family money to offer to you.

I’m sorry I don’t have family or familial support to treat you like a King.

I’m sorry I don’t earn 6 six figures.

I’m sorry I am too old for your “have a baby” dream…

If you came looking for me on the unsent project, then did you also come looking for me here?

I wish there was a way we could talk.

\- S

Six years, and the silence you left behind is still the loudest thing in every room I walk into.

We were always terrible at staying together. We were a cycle of wreckage and return, leaving each other, bleeding out the distance, and then crawling back to the start because neither of us knew how to survive the quiet…

Sometimes I need someone to be my rock just like I am theirs. Sometimes I get tired too. Sometimes I want something too just some emotions. Just a little bit. I want a vacation from everyone's rock just for a day. Can it be all about me. A day where I don't have to prove myself just a day when I'm me. Someone asks me…