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Here I am writing about you, wishing you could hear this from me myself but you obviously made it clear you don’t want to talk anymore, since you unfriended me on everything without giving me an explanation nor an answer on why you left without telling me you want to break up. You did say you were on the verge of breaking up with me that night we had that argument, but you never actually said we’re over, so I don’t even know if I should wait or move on. Even though you did add me back after like a month later on snapchat, but I couldn’t bring myself to add you back, I think you were just making sure I would still forgive you after everything or maybe you wanted to apologise, by how you messed up everything and how you used to apologise getting mad at me, how we used to apologise to each other after every argument, but I wasn’t going to give you that satisfaction. However I do regret not adding you back, I think if i did I would have seen a text, I feel you would have since you sent that friend request at 2:51 AM. After all, you haven’t done anything else after that, its been about 3 months now since we actually talked, I miss talking to you every night, we had good times together, you were my first everything, and we had a lot of similar interests, I really do think you were perfect for me honestly, but now after everything you did, I don’t know if I could ever even love you like I did before if we ever get back together, because leaving me behind with no answers made me miserable for a while. Now, I feel a lot better since before I was genuinely lost, thinking why you would ever do that to me, but honestly I now have my self-respect back and I know that I will find another someday, but I’m still a little bit stuck on you for now.
Reach out to me again if you can, before it’s too late, to R.
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