Unsent text message to Michelle

You interlocking toes with your lucky person. Congrats. You know I could've made you happy, right? Let's search through the universes and find the one where you want my toes instead. You've never stopped being gorgeous, Moony.

I understand why you did it. I understand what was going through your head. I didn't deserve it but, it's okay. I'm done holding onto a grudge. I'm in a similar postion now.. I see why you became that way. I apologise for how **** we've both become.

They say 'things are not always as they seem'... Sometimes I wonder..who or what were they really trying to run away from?...

Where are the horses that can tell the truth using their own mouth?..Can Horses act like human actors?..Roll..Camera..Sound..Action..Cut...

I won't do it, I refuse. I will not text you, I will not reach out.

... but god I miss you. I miss you so, so much. I can't even imagine your face for too long or I start crying. I wish you were here. I don't think I can sleep without you anymore. Parts of me wish you'd just show up. I love you. I hope I dream about…

we are gonna be okay

love you

If the connection was so rare and I was willing to work with you then why was it so easy for you to give up?

I read your txts again and all I see is your assumptions. If you really felt something rare why would you want to throw it away over something that can be worked out?

That day we saw each other last I wanted to…