Unsent text message to Jackson

sometimes I'll speak to you as if you're here.

"hey, [your name], I did this today."

"I started a new hobby."

"this reminded me of you."…

I have a deadly serious question. your answer is required.

actually, the answer itself is immaterial. but you will allow me to ask.

All you care about is you.

I’m giving you two weeks You don’t know it though

You said you would ‘make time’ But let me remind us both Actions speak louder than words

…cutie

Sleep tight 💋

Hi. I miss you. And I feel so dumb saying that to you. I held onto you too tight for too long when you were practically begging me to let you go. You don’t deserve to hear I miss you. Letting you go has been foreign. But freeing. I’ll never hold on that tightly to anyone ever again. Not when it isn’t reciprocated. I…

I feel genuine fear, when I miss you. Because then I think maybe you miss me too, or you're probably still trying to forget me and what we were. We're strangers again, yet there's this feeling of closeness because of the people in our lives, the things we've been through.

I feel scared, that these memories I'm still…