William
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sometimes I'll speak to you as if you're here.
"hey, [your name], I did this today."
"I started a new hobby."
"this reminded me of you."
"I wonder what you're up to right now."
"have you eaten?"
"I miss you."
"I love you."
when I'm alone I speak to you all the time if not of you.
I'll imagine what you'd think or have said.
sometimes I can't imagine anything but a blank stare, silently telling me that what I'm doing isn't healthy or right.
it only makes me sad but I continue to self-indulge.
in my mind you're still here and you never left.
maybe there really is something wrong with me.
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