Ella
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I feel genuine fear, when I miss you. Because then I think maybe you miss me too, or you're probably still trying to forget me and what we were. We're strangers again, yet there's this feeling of closeness because of the people in our lives, the things we've been through.
I feel scared, that these memories I'm still holding on to, still feeling, wanting you, and you might be out there continuing to cast it aside. That hurts so bad to think about. To know, because I knew you. The rejection. I still ache for you, longer than I knew you.
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