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Before i say hi let me take a moment to how i proud your words made me feel , but having the ability to feel all of that and notice all of that must been a hustle i helped pushing you into it , im sorry for the weight i added when i should ve helped, and thank you for ur bravery by saying this.
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As much as i appreciate you noticing my fears and for the comfort you give me , i think i would be even happier if you allow me to be the shoulder you rest on , seeing you happy strangely is the purest feeling i felt in years , i would happily appreciate if you let me be your guardian angel sometimes too.
A true priority to me is to make you feel loved and chosen, and yes i ve been fighting my demons as if they where the only threat in the world , and you here been fighting on both sides you battles alone and my battles bravely, so lets stop looking for a definite answer for what we are and lets focus on finishing our battles together.
My beloved when i say you re an angel it doesn’t mean that you have no flaws and i have dehumanized you , but that you with your all your upses and downs with all your flaws you are still an angel to me , and the human to me .
You are wondering what will i do if i wake up and i didn’t find you , its been 10 months since that morning, and i didnt hold a flower since if we re not counting weed of course because it was a great companion in the last 10 months.
An apology for the weight i had put on you is meaningless, i should notice that im not the only one in this relationship and for it to work i need to think as two but they somehow makes up to one in an extraordinary way.
Through my life sticking to a hobby or a lover was a weakness i thought it was me thats who i am , but as i failed to hold on to anything i held you in a way that will thrills the lover and concerns the rational.
All i want is to know you with all your flaws all you adventures run aways and i see if we share the pain as we share a kiss my little angel will always has light.
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