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I don't know what happened to you. I thought we were soulmates. But I see now that your love was conditional. I heard you out so many times but you never once considered my perspective or my feelings. You threw them out. It's clear there is no space for me left in our relationship. I've shrank myself so much but I can't cut off everyone in my life just so I only have you. That's called isolation. And when anyone in my life makes you uncomfortable, we can talk things out with them rather than have me cut them off. I've done it before. You wouldn't like it if I cut you off to make them comfortable, and believe me, you've deeply offended people in my life on multiple occasions. But I didn't just leave you, I talked it out with you and them and things improved.
You forced me out. You threatened me. It's clear that your emotional distress trumps everything else and there's no room for my feelings. So I have to choose me now. It's been really hard for me to do this. I love you so much and wanted it to work so badly. I sacrificed so much of myself for you and it was never enough. You made me feel like I'm never going to be good enough. I'm tired of living as the villain in your latest story.
I love you, but please know I'm choosing peace for myself.
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