Unsent text message to Brooke

I got some terrible news today and the only thing I can think of is that I wish you could be here to help me through it. But I guess a part of growing is learning how to face your problems on your own. I’ve managed to do it for the part year and a half and I’ll manage through this too. It sucks that it is this way but…

I've been searching for your comments and posts since we broke up. When i read a confession, unsent text or an anonymous apology, i secretly hope that you were the author. It's been 4 months now, so it's time I stop looking for you in every sentence and behind every heartfelt word. Take care my little otter, I hope…

You know it. You say all the time that my back is screwed from all the knives in it.

Youve already stuck one in there by doing what youre doing..

May as well try to fit another one in there on your way out like we all know is coming, huh?

Why couldnt you just love me…

I have one account on my cell phone and one account on my Chromebook. On my Chromebook I figured out how to turn off whatever it is that lets other people see if you’re online. I never figured out how to do that on my . I don’t really care that much. I just like to look in on you from time to time.

Also, I can be a…

I’ve always been a lover girl. I love love. Everything about it.

I met someone who I fell head over heels for. For the first time in my life; I was sure. It was him. My person. I loved him deeply. I had the most perfect love. I would’ve married him in a heartbeat.

And then it was gone. On a random Tuesday. I remember…

This whole “no contact” thing has made me miss the good times. It hasn’t made me remember the bad, or all the reasons things ended. But now that you’ve reached out to me, even over something so stupid and insignificant, it’s made me realise something very clearly: I don’t want you in my life anymore. It’s done. I…