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I’m gonna say something to you two and I need you both to just accept that I’m finally choosing my happiness over ******* offending you or anyone else
If you both actually love me and want me to be happy in life then you’ll accept this and not give me any of the **** I’m expecting to come from this
Also don’t mention a single word of any of this to Niall I swear to ******* god
ever since I was younger I’ve wanted to be a girl. I’m just saying it how it is. Dad I feel like you might already have suspicions because of that one time you were watching something on Tele about this boy who was always anti-social and in his room and how it’s coz he wanted to be a girl and you said to me Kaelan is that why ur always in your room and I ******* panicked inside. That was the scariest moment of my life and I want you both to really think about that. Why have you made me scared to be myself with you? Why am I having to play a ******* character every time I’m around you both It’s so draining and I’m not doing it anymore I want to be able to talk openly about how I feel with it but you have made it impossible with all the ******** you two spout . I don’t give a **** if someone wants to identify as something else coz why the **** should i and neither should you it’s a joke Mum I remember in the banstand when I came out the bathroom and u were like *** are u doing with ur hands u look gay stop doing that. Or when you’d make a huge fuss about shay wearing a dress at Kartyas and that was so hurtful when I felt the same way and wanted to as well. Seriously take a hard look at yourself and ask why the **** you were saying that to me? It’s embarrassing and it has ******* angered me for so long all of this and I’m just past hiding it now.
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