Unsent text message to Christopher

when i’m awake i think of you. so i got to sleep & i dream of you.. im in hell. i miss you so much :( please come back

I’ve moved on and I’m happier now. He’s someone I’ve been friends with for years that I’ve always had feeling for but I never thought anything would happen or that he’d ever feel the same. I think you’d have liked him if you had gotten to meet him before things ended between us. We’re trying to take things slow…

I hate you, *** is your problem oh my god. You make me miserable gtfo of my head

It won’t be. We don’t owe each other anything anymore. If that is what you wanted, then that’s what you will get I suppose. I can remove you from my life and thoughts now. I know now what you are and how things were.

Goodbye Annie

if i die tomorrow, i wouldn't regret reaching out to you. would you regret not showing me compassion?

My friend arranged a date for me in February. I was not excited to meet him but did anyways. I thought that maybe it would make me feel better about seeing you walking hand in hand with her.

During our date I turned around and saw him walking away and for a moment I thought that he was you. I felt like I was going to…