Unsent text message to Paige

if i die tomorrow, i wouldn't regret reaching out to you. would you regret not showing me compassion?

My friend arranged a date for me in February. I was not excited to meet him but did anyways. I thought that maybe it would make me feel better about seeing you walking hand in hand with her.

During our date I turned around and saw him walking away and for a moment I thought that he was you. I felt like I was going to…

No, I actually am in love with you.

Why cant you just love me?

You are supposed to love me. Have you ever tried just doing that?

Regardless of what you convinced people of never forget. All evidence backs my events, no matter how little people want to hear it.

There is a profound, interwoven connection between low folic acid(folate), coercive control, and post traumatic stress disorder. When a person experiences the severe, chronic stress of an…

The despair I felt when I knew you would never be mine.

When I saw your story after homecoming I paused because of how beautifal you were

I have liked you for so long

I yearn for her more than I have ever yearned…

I don’t even want it anymore. It’s exhausting! I think I just want what I can’t have. I could just remember it for what it was. I have the photos hidden away and those memories are mine alone to keep.

No tears shed. Just another love and another lesson. Because you were my 1st love after him, it hurts more but at least…