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My friend arranged a date for me in February. I was not excited to meet him but did anyways. I thought that maybe it would make me feel better about seeing you walking hand in hand with her.
During our date I turned around and saw him walking away and for a moment I thought that he was you. I felt like I was going to vomit. I just couldn't do it.
I told my friend that I rejected him cause I'm just not ready to date. Now she says that I've been alone for a year already and I need to start dating. "Try to find a nice man to have a family with before you are too old." "Why are you just sitting alone at home and rejecting every man that comes your way?" I don't have an answer for her.
I was supposed to go on a date last night but I cancelled saying I'm ill. I just wanna be at home with my cat. If and when I do die alone I will have nobody else to blame but myself. I do know that.
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