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I’ve moved on and I’m happier now. He’s someone I’ve been friends with for years that I’ve always had feeling for but I never thought anything would happen or that he’d ever feel the same. I think you’d have liked him if you had gotten to meet him before things ended between us. We’re trying to take things slow because there are parts of me that are still healing from what you broke when you left me.
Sometimes I still find you cross my mind and I miss you for a while but I think it’s just me wondering about the what ifs like if you had just been honest with me about how you were struggling and how you really felt about me, about us and our future together. Even though I do sometimes miss you still, that doesn’t mean I want you back. I just hope you’re doing well and I think more than anything I miss the friendship we had with one another and the goofiness we shared.
I do want to thank you though because there are things our relationship taught me and helped me grow, I always wanted to be vulnerable with you but there were parts of me that I was still too afraid to show you. Parts of me that I’m now able to share with him because I’ve been doing more inner work. Thank you for the affection and care you gave me while we were together, you really did help me get through some rough times with my health. While I’m dealing with new health issues right now, I know I’ll get things figured out and I have someone I can lean on when I’m frustrated and start to spiral. He helps ground me and brings me back down to earth on the days when things get rough because I’m tired of waiting for the answers.
I hope that you’re doing well, that you’re able to move on from us and that you’ve been able to forgive yourself for how you left. I hope you’re able to find your person because even though it probably doesn’t always feel like it, you are so worthy of being loved and you deserve it more than anyone. I hope you’re taking the time you need to heal the parts of you that are still in need of repair. I wish you well and hope you have a wonderful future.
With love, goodbye.
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